29 December 2010

I ♥ my life


Year 2010 is going to end, and come ahead the new year 2011.
So much things happened in this year, and this changes had produced current me.
Yes, the past me produced current me, the current me produce future me. =)
I promised will be better and better, promise to myself and those who love me.


A good news and a sad news going to announce here..
Ehmm, let the bad news come first..
This Monday (27/12/2010), on my preparation to work at home, I felt dizzy then fainted.
The impact is horrible, even now when think back, I still feel very scary.
I hurt my chin and 4 of my teeth split. Luckily my incisor safe.
Really thank you my family especially mama who taking care of me.
My family is the most important asset to me. I love them most.
And I feel thank you to my colleagues who very concern about my status.
touching~
the terrible and scary wound

I'm now consuming medicine and in the meantime take Vitamin C and E which is good for scar as recommended by doctor. I don't want permanent scar leave on my face. 
And I wish my tooth is strong enough and still beautiful as last time. I had done the x-ray on my tooth and the dentist said I have to go for extraction for 2 teeth. Is that mean I have to be friend with denture there on? 
Not dare to think about that. 
Yes, I should think positively this time. I'm luckily coz I didn't hit my head and the wound is not too obvious to notice. My incisor is safe and I still can smile confidently. 
Ok, lets end the sad incident.

Here the good news come.. 
Haha, Yeappi~
I got promoted to Officer level 2. Just got the news today from my colleagues. Staffs who had applied for promotion in my centre all got good news. I feel I'm lucky.


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Silly me 
  I have joined the part time modelling course about a month ago. I'm not sure whether I can change myself via this short term course and I feel lost now. Anyway, just hope the miracle happen on me. Sure you guy will shock to hear this news from me. Y?  Never knew Siew Theng dream to be a model? haha..
blablablablabla~
Only I know what I want. And I wish I can achieve it. Good luck to myself. And the scar must disappear. 
My wish, getting prettier and prettier. 
                                               

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22 August 2010

back to childhood...

Why adult world need to be so complicated?
I'm not good in observe nor judge people, but at least I feel comfortable with myself. My mind is not as complicated as you people.
Not in the good mood...
Public relation, sometimes I doubt whether I'm suitable for this courses. Because I'm not fake enough to face people around me.. not good in social communication too. Is it college life so tough to get a friend who really sincere to you?
I know my life circle is not as wide as yours.. Your words offend me..

back to childhood...

Why adult world need to be so complicated?
I'm not good in observe nor judge people, but at least I feel comfortable with myself. My mind is not as complicated as you people.
Not in the good mood...
Public relation, sometimes I doubt whether I'm suitable for this courses. Because I'm not fake enough to face people around me.. not good in social communication too. Is it college life so tough to get a friend who really sincere to you?
I know my life circle is not as wide as yours.. Your words offend me..

19 July 2010

Vision with Action

在家的感觉真好~
明天开工了,今天一定要好好休息,珍惜每一分每一秒。。。

我,真的不够果断,很多事情都拿不定注意(这样怎么做成大事呢?)
亲爱的朋友们,请教教我该怎么做!

Attended the 3 days Clerical Development Courses from Eon Bank Learning Centre. I wish I can make some changes after this courses, just as one of the trainer said, "I can give you motivation & advices, but to change yourself or remain in the same place, its depends on yourself! "

“Break your fear” session, I've break this board which represent my fear, although only managed to break it after 3times attempts. I hope can gain more confident, courage and become more decisive. This three elements is vital for me. Before this, during one test given, I know I belongs to internal intangible person (this is good), but I found myself also closed to external intangible too (this not good, because person who is external intangible is easily affected by other people's words, and I know I always been like this, I need people to praise me always in order to boost up my confident level, no praise = no confident) . After get known of yourself, its time to change!
Siew Theng, believe in yourself, focus on your goals, work on it and break the fear!!!  

                                            

-Life is full of Love-

18 July 2010

我要快乐~

快乐是自找的不是你给我的~ (忘记什么歌名了)
管它的,我要快乐~快乐,请跟我成为好朋友吧!

14 July 2010

我行吗?

我想。。好想鼓起勇气去。。参加Ifeel Girl Search 2010.
才刚游览Ifeel网站,报名截止日期是7月20日,也就是说,我只剩5天时间考虑和行动!
去年已经开始留意此活动,但总不敢行动,想太多,怕被取笑,没人气等等~
请给我勇气!!!  (I gave up!)

11 July 2010

Please motivate me~

Feeling so lazy to move!!
Can someone please slap me and awake me???
Siew Theng so so so lazy..
Lazy plus lack of courage..
always day dreaming without any move!
HELP her please!

Actually I'm quite impressed by one girl. Although don't know her in real life.
She have to courage and passionate to chase on her dream.
I admire her altitude.
Positive minded, confident, courage.. All this I need to add on to my personalities.

Cheer~ 
Simple~
Love~